Saturday, June 04, 2005 :::
 
UPDATE

Flight delay
Depart HK 2315
Arrive SG 0232

::: posted by CyN at 6/04/2005 08:43:00 PM

 
As one always said 'Life is fragile'
Now I truly see it when it's occuring near me

My sumsum's 2nd sis collapsed during supper last night
Sent to ICU
It was said that her heartbeats had stopped for 5 mins
& her braincells were partially dead
Currently under observations
If she cant manage to wake up within 48hrs
She'll become a veggie

This news hit my sumsum real deep
She fainted in the hospital
My uncle didnt sleep
I was shocked when I heard the news as well

Seriously
No one can predict what could have happen
& no one expect it is so serious

=

To not trouble my uncle & sumsum that much
I'd planned to leave house early
So sumsum & uncle can head to hospital to visit her 2nd sis

Sad

I'd called Hing to help carry my luggage
They are just too heavy for my 'brothers' to carry

It's supposed to be a happy day for me to depart
Little did anyone expect such misery to happen
Now I have to leave with a worrying heart

May God be wise
& bless her with might

::: posted by CyN at 6/04/2005 08:20:00 PM

 
Oh yes
I forgot to mention
Le Monde Perdu Sans Retour
aka this current blog you're reading
Will be closed after 8pm on 5th June

Hop over to
http://wildinfatuation.blogspot.com
to continue reading!

Thanks for being my ardent readers all along!
*muackz*

::: posted by CyN at 6/04/2005 10:42:00 AM

 
I just got back from a farewell steamboat dinner with some of my ENS classmates whom I only mix with them once in a blue moon
It was nonetheless nice =)




Me & Lizt

These peeps gave me an ENS journal
Course titled 'SUCK0406'
-_-




ENS Journal cover page

I cant believe I was so fat throughout this 3 yrs. Just look at my collection of 'faces' that Hing found...


AH HUH! You cant deny that you didnt steal my pictures from Imagestation now can you? Hee


I'm on TIME!

I thanked them very much for treating me this dinner
As well as a pretty last minute decision about it
& also the ENS journal
Lizt's letter & Nancy's letter made me cried
=~
(Nancy misspelt my name though)
Will apologised to me via printed words
=)
It's Ok la...
Dont worry


Group pic with Lizt as photographer

Thank you

P/S Just one thing. I dont understand why Mike said I'm the horniest girl he's ever met. ARE YOUR SURE?! -_-

::: posted by CyN at 6/04/2005 09:27:00 AM

 
Geez
This is so funny
LOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!!

That time Nancy & I bought 1 dozen of coke for Dr Williams
& we put it outside his office & wrote a note
'Do not open till Xmas'
Then coz i'm returning SG
So i emailed him telling him about that &
hope he likes the gift we gave him
He replied 'so can I open my present now?'

.....

BWHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
He really wait until Xmas sia!!!

& what's more
He used 'la' in his email
He spoke Singlish!?!?!?!?!
For example:" ha ha - take care and keep in touch - maybe catch up with you sometime in Singapore la!"
*stunned 100%*

Heeheehee

Just had lunch with Eva, Holis & Sky
Had Pizza hut
=D
Later gonna have steamboat with the class guys & Lizt
=)

Time to re-pack my stuffs

::: posted by CyN at 6/04/2005 12:23:00 AM

Friday, June 03, 2005 :::
 
Cannot make it....
CANNOT MAKE IT!!!
MISS HONG KONG 2005 CANNOT MAKE IT!!!
damn
Regret for not joining
Grrr

Went out with Lizt today
Bwah
Said don wanna buy anythings
But in the end spent HK$160!!!!
-_-
Sigh

Tried this Esprit dress
Damn
Boobs area cannot fit!!
I mean... boobs not big enough!!!
=(((((
Must drink more papaya milk

2 more days
>_<

::: posted by CyN at 6/03/2005 06:06:00 AM

Thursday, June 02, 2005 :::
 
These people are damn weird
Said there's no other place with nice food & comfy environment
Yet they decided to go to a cheaper hotel for graduation dinner on Monday
After I left

Somehow
I felt it's not especially meant for me
So stop giving me excuses like
"This dinner is specially planned for you as a farewell..."
"It's the day that everyone is free for you..."

I know you guys meant it well
Thanks
But seriously
The day is fine but not the price
Furthermore
Since you guys can come up with a better decision now
Which is just 2 days after the proposed date
I see no reason why it cant take place on 4th June initially

I'd also like to add that
It's the (some) girls that wanna make up & dress nice so badly
& thus want that grand place

Ex-cus-es

& since I'd already said I will not be going
You guys can just enjoy without me mah
It's still the same for you guys even if you hold it 2 days later
Afterall I'm not there

Dont start blaming me
When I'd already said you guys go enjoy w/out me
& that I didnt force you to cancel it just coz I'm not going

Weird people heh?

Nonetheless
I'll be meeting portion of the class for meals within the remaining days
Rush rush rush
Book me quick

::: posted by CyN at 6/02/2005 07:24:00 PM

Wednesday, June 01, 2005 :::
 
You just cant believe me
Neither do I
I was almost paralysed!!!!!
By my muscle aches
GEEEZZZZ
I must really really admit that climbing the 5m stairs from SWIMS lab to SWIMS residence is no challenge for a 2-hr fierce basketball match with the class guys yesterday
& Dear said I'd rot too much liao
Ha!
Well
I'm returning to exercise!
I swear I will!!!

I have been anticipating the class graduation dinner this coming Saturday
But upon recieving the news
I'm not really satisfied with it & decided not to join them

A 3-hr buffet at some hotel cafe for HK$220 (exclude service charges)

which if anyone is good at maths
Such deal is very BO HUA (not wisely spent)

First of all
I'm not a glutton
Paying HK$220 for food isnt really attractive to me

Secondly
I can only eat big if there's unlimited time
Well, who doesnt...
Since this is the case
the 3 hrs available for consumption is unhealthy
where you have to gobble as much food as possible within 3 hours
& it's ideal that one feels full after 20mins
So meaning I'm paying $220 to eat for 20mins & waste the remaining 160mins on chatting & playing?

Thirdly
It is a cafe in some hotel
See the word 'cafe'
If you tell me it's a restaurant in hotel at least I can accept that
But it's a goddamn cafe
Worse
It requires formal dressing
Ok fine
I know HKers dress formally for almost all occasions
Seeing people in flip-flops or singlets on streets are treated as aliens
This is not the point
The point is
Wearing formal to a cafe?!
That time when I had buffet dimsum lunch with my parents & Lewis Dear in a Chinese restaurant in a hotel
We werent required formal dressing
- cafe vs restuarant
- formal dressing vs informal dressing
The status of the venue and the dress code dont match!

Forthly
If I were really going
I wont wanna ransack my already-packed luggage for a proper piece of formal dressing
which I apparently had none
Not to say I'm gonna buy one coz buying it means I have to add on to the already-overweigh luggage
Thus
No way will I be benefitting from this dinner

Seriously
I'm wondering
Is there a need to be so grand?
Afterall what I have been to gatherings in SG
Be it farewell, graduation from sec schs/JC
were BBQ, chalets or some movie outings
Fun was still present & it was greatly nostalgic up to today

This is what I mean when I said that Hkers are just different
culturally

Then again I'd like to stress
Money isnt an issue
Doesnt mean that the more you pay the more happiness you gain in a memory
It may be true that once in a blue moon
A large sum of money should be dumped in to enjoy
But
It also depends if it's gonna be used efficienctly or wasted

My decision still stands clear
I am not going
You guys enjoy


********

I had a repeated yet editted dream during my paralysed sleep
I dreamt of my secondary school which was newly renovated
With lifts like that in Wisma Atrium which is surrounded by a circular aquarium
Blah blah blah
Cant really remember what happened about the school
& it's not of my interest
The best part is
I dreamt of having a dog!!!
A big one!
I cant recall what breed
But its name is 'Growl'
I went 'Growl! Come here...'*pats Growl's head**feed Growl*
=DDDD
It was my companion throughout the dream!
Wow
If only I have a dog
>_<

Yah
Gimme one as my birthday present & i'll be so delighted
No chihuahua, shintzu & pekingnese please
Their face suck (pun intended; chihuahua's face is sucked out while the latter 2 has theirs sucked in)

::: posted by CyN at 6/01/2005 10:01:00 PM

 
I had a nice basketball game with my class guys
Although it was pretty tiring
Now my muscles are aching
Geezz

I watched 'House of Wax' with my class guys & Nancy
It was gross yet thrilling
The killing part was so .....
Bloody scenes all the way

Although I'd spent my day well today
I'm still not in the mood to chat
As days near my departure
Confusion arose

I seriously dont know

Feel like going to East Coast Park again
But alone

::: posted by CyN at 6/01/2005 07:45:00 AM

Tuesday, May 31, 2005 :::
 
Tom is off to Cebu
Just SMS me to tell me that the arrival hall & departure hall of HK airport are separated
& that he's worried if he could not make it to see me off on the day he returned
which is also the day of my departure
=)

Meanwhile
I shall mail flood him
HOHOHOHOHOHOHO

Woke up early again!
Donno if my bio-clock is screwed or what
Yesterday night was an unpeaceful sleep
=(
My heart kept throbbing heavily
that it's disturbing me
I had no choice but to wake up
Stared at the mould-stained white ceiling
Thinking about something which I donno what I should do

When everything is so clear & obvious
Why am I still pretending it didnt happen & continue to believe in miracles?

It is June, finally
The remaining 5 days left me pretty hesitating
I am not sure if I'll be happy or disappointed about my decision
I dont dare to think
Nor to talk about it
But it has to be solved one day

I am confused and lost

::: posted by CyN at 5/31/2005 07:50:00 PM

 
If this guy can summon UFO

I can summon Yan Luo Wang (Hell god)

::: posted by CyN at 5/31/2005 06:47:00 AM

 
YOU HAVE NO FUCKING RIGHT

TO ORDER ME DO THINGS

WHEN YOU ARE 5 YEARS YOUNGER THAN

ME!

i am suspecting the lack of respect in everyone on me
basically i'm so easily to be taken granted of

::: posted by CyN at 5/31/2005 04:10:00 AM

Monday, May 30, 2005 :::
 
One thing I hate about elderly is
They are naggy
They are stubborn
They tend to think of things so easily
& that they are always right
given their 'experience'

As if

This morning
Had morning tea with grandaunt & uncle
I dont really like to meet up with her now
After she said that I'm useless even after I'd graduated
Totally hurt me & my moral
& today
She was lecturing how to be filial & stuffs
Dont always quarel with Dad, blah blah
Say until everything my fault
But it's not

Lewis Dear can be my witness
Talking to Dad halfway he can suddenly raised his voice at me
& scolded me like hell
Made me cry
I donno why I deserve this way whenever I merely wanna talk
nicely & properly
Furthermore
It's not of something important
Once I recieved a letter from the Immigration Authority
My Dad told me to open it
I said 'Later' coz I'm playing game
He screamed at me in front of my brother & his friend
What's the problem man?
So what I opened the letter on the spot anyway
It's past 6
Office hour has closed
Even the most urgent stuffs to accomplish has to wait till the next day
What's the urge?

I was pissed with the way he treats me
He is over-anxious over minor things
He is not happy with me coz I prefer SG more than HK
He is not happy with me that I'm not staying HK to work
So?

I'm so disappointed
Everytime I do is only meant for the better
Not the worse
Whenever I explain the situation
She said this said that until so easy
Not until I shouted at her about what my Dad did
She can forever saying it's my wrong
Now that I'd told her
She U-turned her points & said me on another thing
Knn
Already so pissed & sad liao still wanna add fuel to fire
Initially I didnt tell her about this & made up an excuse to cover it
Then she said I only know how to cry & cry & cry without solving the problem
But I cried is coz of what my Dad is doing to the family
& that I cant tell her
So it's all stuffed in me
Making me like I'm some 'qian nian zhui ren' like that

::: posted by CyN at 5/30/2005 11:15:00 PM

 
I had a bad dream
I really cant deny that dreams are associated with daily life
Yesterday I was desparately looking for friends to go Phuket with me
But all seem not interested & was so fucking disappointed
I dreamt of me going to somewhere in Malaysia with my parents
But on the coach, I wasnt given a seat & got molested instead
I cried during the dream
I cried in both dreamland & reality
=|

Sigh

Woke up at bloody 830am
I was shocked
I went out of the living room to look at the clock
Just in case my handphone screwed up
But it was really 830!!!
& so i went back to sleep
kakaka

6 more days to returning home
I'm already so excited about all the activities I'm gonna participate
I've always been interested in working for Wildfilm
& I decided to email Ria, the person in charge about having me to join the team

I came to notice that subtidal marine life is studied more
& I was searching for possible sight of limpets
& finally I found a pic of the barnacles taken from West Coast Park
However
The barnacles were only introduced but not the limpets (circled in red)!

Limpets overlooked among the barnacles!
Geezz
So I thought probably I can contribute some of my limpet knowledge afterall the FYP has been done =D

Went to have my Jap Cult paper
Scribbled sensical rubbish
& left the hall 1 hour left
Met Lizt to return her the money I owed
& also return the locker key to the Faculty
Yippeee!
I'd finished all the tasks in Hong Kong
Now I can return SG in ease

While waiting for Sky to get out of the exam hall
I went to check my email
OH MY GOD!!
Ria replied me!
& this means

I AM IN THE WILDFILM TEAM!!!!!!
*beamms with extreme joy*

I'm so happy!
I'm so proud of myself
I'd stepped out of my forever xenophobic circle to fulfil my dream
I'm becoming a marine biologist via voluntary activities
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee
This is where I'm getting network connections from
*beams*

It is a hard work however
Gotta reach the destination during low tide
Which is around 0500 in the morning
Wah
That time I woke up at 530am for my FYP
It was hellish already!
But nevermind...

My first trip will be on 7th June
Just 1 day for me to relax after my flight
=DDDDD

Woooo
I'm getting all so excited already

*P/S: My Dear bought me Spongebob Squarepants Movie VCD
So happy
Can watch with Dear together
=D

::: posted by CyN at 5/30/2005 04:34:00 AM

Sunday, May 29, 2005 :::
 
I am so disappointed










The Inn in Phuket which I'd always wanna stay if I go there is fully booked in
June, July & August

Thank you huh!
So many other cheap hotels dont want must snatch from me!
HOW CAN YOU PEOPLE BE SUCH AN ASSHOLE!!
I want that Inn coz it's uniqueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
It has the Thai culture flavor
With bricked-walls & wooden beds
& all the Thai interior designs!!!
GRRRRRR
Can you people for once lemme pretend I'm also a Thai for one nite coz I'd planned to wear the Sarong i bought from Langkawi 2 yrs ago?

Now you people made me & my Lewis Dear change our plan
Increased our budget (slightly)
Slap you all
& made me stay in an urban hotel in a rural area
Tmd
NO LINK!
Already say wanna leave urban areas to relaxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Now make me stay in urban concrete buildings while I'm so far away from home

*ROARS*

But good thing my 2nd choice accomodation is still available
Lemme just cross my fingers first *cross*

*stares at Inn snatchers*

I FOUND ANOTHER BIG LOBANG!!!!!!
dont tell you
nehnehnibubu

::: posted by CyN at 5/29/2005 02:52:00 AM